I've been through difficult times before. I picked myself up and keep going. However I can no longer do so these past few months. I'm so glad I have MCH. He picks me up and reminds me of the reason I'm here. He keeps telling me that I've made it this far and I need to keep going. He has faith and totally believes in me.

For everything you've done for me, sayang.. I thank you.

This song kinda describes it all. I also would like to dedicate it to other meddies I know. Who might be walking down the same path with me. Who might be struggling to keep her head high. Who feels like quitting. Who might just realize how tough it can be. This is for you.


Hampir Ke Situ - Mendua

Aku sedar bukan mudah
Untuk mengejar mimpi indah
Pernah suatu ketika dulu
Ku punya harapan besar
Kini aku tak pasti
Dapatkan ku miliki

Sudah jauh kita tempuh
Kekalkanlah impian lalu
Mungkin ada hikmah
Yang akan menunggu
Di penghujung jalan
Biar nanti kecewa
Setidak-tidaknya mencuba

Jika halangan menduga perjalanan kita
Janganlah kau putus asa
Kerana ku ada di sisi setia menemani
Andai semangatmu gugur
Genggamlah tanganku
Kita hampir ke situ

Adakala ku terasa
Ketabahan tak setegar
Tetapi apakan daya
Berhenti separuh jalan
Percayalah padaku
Aku yakin kita mampu

Biar orang katakan
Rapuhnya harapan
Bukan mereka tentukan lagi
Kau ada aku dan aku punya kamu
Amanlah akhirnya tetap bersama