Got more time?
Posted on Jul. 4, 2008 at 07:16 under Mind Matters
If you are one of Sis Zabrina's fans like me, surely you've heard of her second book. I'm yet to read her first, though. *hangs head in shame* BTW, her latest entry reminds me of my late Tok (paternal grandma) and my mom.
Sis Zabrina talked about act of kindness.. and I don't know any other soul kinder than these two important women in my life. I still remember, when I was 8 living with my Tok, she never closed or locked her front door. Any passerby, stranger or not, were welcome with open hands. Those 'makcik jual barang' with heavy goods carried on their heads would always came to my Tok's house because I think somehow there was a grapevine or something that this little frail-looking lady wouldn't let them left empty-handed.. or rather 'empty-stomach-ed'. She would invite them to sit and have a rest, gave them drinks.. and most of the time, purchased something.
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My groupmate and I had a few drinks at Koko Black right after the last exam.
Iced chocolate I ordered which gave me headache minutes later.
On the way home someone asked me what I'd do during the holidays and I asnwered 'Blogging!' I thought about phone calls I have to make, books I plan to read, movies I feel like watching yada yada yada.
Hmm.. right. Above is the unfinished entry drafted the morning before the last exam that I planned to finish post-exam. Right. I don't feel like it anymore. One because I don't have the talent to write heart-warming stories. Two because I can't see the point.
Yesterday, I spent almost my whole day in my room. I just felt like crap. I was quite fine the night before but one moment yesterday, it all suddenly came back to me. How terrible I did the day before.
I didn't go to watch the 'Api Neraka' with the girls even though I was the one who partially suggested it in the first place. With this mood I tried not to have any human contact.
MCH noticed something wasn't right. I kinda dumped everything on him. Bad bad fiancée. *sighs*
I think I'll do some studying in the next 3 weeks. I know it sounds lame but I feel studying how to save people is better than cramming for the exam. I'll see you when I see you. Till then, take care.
p/s - If you wanna know the details of the exam, go here or here.
Sis Zabrina talked about act of kindness.. and I don't know any other soul kinder than these two important women in my life. I still remember, when I was 8 living with my Tok, she never closed or locked her front door. Any passerby, stranger or not, were welcome with open hands. Those 'makcik jual barang' with heavy goods carried on their heads would always came to my Tok's house because I think somehow there was a grapevine or something that this little frail-looking lady wouldn't let them left empty-handed.. or rather 'empty-stomach-ed'. She would invite them to sit and have a rest, gave them drinks.. and most of the time, purchased something.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
My groupmate and I had a few drinks at Koko Black right after the last exam.
Iced chocolate I ordered which gave me headache minutes later.
On the way home someone asked me what I'd do during the holidays and I asnwered 'Blogging!' I thought about phone calls I have to make, books I plan to read, movies I feel like watching yada yada yada.
Hmm.. right. Above is the unfinished entry drafted the morning before the last exam that I planned to finish post-exam. Right. I don't feel like it anymore. One because I don't have the talent to write heart-warming stories. Two because I can't see the point.
Yesterday, I spent almost my whole day in my room. I just felt like crap. I was quite fine the night before but one moment yesterday, it all suddenly came back to me. How terrible I did the day before.
I didn't go to watch the 'Api Neraka' with the girls even though I was the one who partially suggested it in the first place. With this mood I tried not to have any human contact.
MCH noticed something wasn't right. I kinda dumped everything on him. Bad bad fiancée. *sighs*
I think I'll do some studying in the next 3 weeks. I know it sounds lame but I feel studying how to save people is better than cramming for the exam. I'll see you when I see you. Till then, take care.
p/s - If you wanna know the details of the exam, go here or here.
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